I Can't Stand That I Am Ugly, Stupid And Completely WorthlessI look at myself in the mirror and i feel like dying, i swear i do. I see pretty people everywhere around me, see how they live their perfect lives! I can't pretend that I am happy with myself and i am glad with what i am having now. I know I should be grateful, i know i am. I am luckier than most kids, i don't need to sit by the sidewalk and beg for food or search the rubbish dump for food. Yet, i feel some part of me feeling totally unworthy, like i am stupid and have no future!
I hate those pretty girls! With their pretty faces and perfectly sculpted body. They get whatever they wish for. They are popular, smart and evryone wants to be like them. So, it got me asking myself, why am i different? Why am i seen in a different light? Why must i force myself to do thingts i dont like just to be successful, so that people look up on me?
I know I have been a huge dissapointment. I feel like burrying myself in the grave. I feel like a loser! I am trying to be who i am, is that wrong????
fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 18 Responses 1 Apr 7, 2011