It Doesn't Even Have to Be a "New" Pain..........

IF MY FRIENDS ARE IN ANY KIND OF PAIN AT ALL, I FEEL IT DEEPLY. I CAN GO TO BED (AND HAVE) IN TEARS THINKING OF SOMETHING A FRIEND TOLD ME. DOESN'T MATTER IF IT HAPPENED 2 MINUTES AGO OR 20 YEARS AGO, THE PAIN TO ME IS FRESH. I HURT FOR THEM, I CRY FOR THEM, I SCAR FOR THEM...... MY FRIENDS MEAN EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD TO ME, & I CAN'T STAND TO KNOW THEY WERE HURT OR ARE HURTING WITHOUT TRYING TO DO SOMETHING TO HELP THEM FEEL BETTER. I DO THAT, & THEN I TRY TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF..........CRYING IS MY BEST RELEASE, OF COURSE, IT WOULD BE NICE NOT TO HAVE TO CRY ALONE....BUT ALAS, YOU CAN'T HAVE EVERYTHING. HEEHEE!

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Mar 21, 2009