Tears Is The Only Thing With Me Now

i can't stop crying now. i can't do anything now. i can just sit here and write what i feel. that's the only way possible to come out of this feeling. i feel like dying now... i really hate you, i hope you know that. i am tired of you blaming me, looking for things to blame me, looking for anything at all to fight with me. you think i haven't been anticipating that from you? you think i didn't know, i don't know why i didn't prepare myself just now. i am hating myself for letting you make me feel this pain again.

i can't wait for the day 'til i finally leave you for good, and when that day comes, i'm not gonna look back at all. i am crying now not because of the memories, i am crying because it hurts to be treated like this everyday. you said you love me forever, but hell this is forever for you, this is how you love me? i don't want it anymore.
LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
22-25, F
1 Response Jul 24, 2010

:{omg im going through the same thing too with my bf.its hard and it hurts more everyday.