Been Crying For Days...

Life just keeps beating me down. It's never just one thing, it's every day!

I'm disabled and on Social Security. I get just over $1000 a month, but I don't qualify for any help. I have lost almost 100 lbs in the past year because I can't afford food and now my hair is falling out in clumps. I have no contact with my family, they did horrible things to me in the past and I can't get over it. All of my friends in this town have moved away, I have no one...I can't afford to go anywhere to meet new people. I try to talk to people online, but my computer is near death. My cell phone quit working today. I have $8.00 to last me the rest of the month and have no where to turn for help.

It has been years since I have had a Thanksgiving dinner and even longer since I have has a Christmas. I'm so alone and depressed, I don't know what to do with myself. I read online, that the food banks distribute Holiday food boxes to people who have none. Last week, I asked for help from the Dept of Social Services, Salvation Army and Food Banks. They all say "the President" has cut social service programs and they have no food to distribute this year.

This is just about all I can take...I think about death every day.
scarednsad scarednsad
51-55, F
1 Response Nov 12, 2012