I Miss Him So Much
My husband of 18 years passed away in April. I don't know what to do with myself or how to move on with life. When I think I can't cry anymore, I cry more. I can't focus, can't sleep, can't stop crying... I was off work for almost a month to make sure our 14 year old son is ok. I moved away form our home because it was no longer a home and my son and I couldn't stand to be there. I moved closer to my work so at least not I no longer have an hour commute each way. I feel like I'm just running in circles. I don't know how to get off this crazy ride. I feel like this is all just a bad dream and I just ahven't woke up. I just don't know how to get through this and get life back on the right track.