I Don't Want To Stop

Feeling a blade piercing my skin and seeing the blood emerge is the only way i can 'feel' anything at this point. I am thinking about piercings to extend this feeling. I started cutting myself and burning myself about 10 years ago and don't ever want to stop. I now have started to admitting this "habit" to close friends. These friends really can't comprehend it. They seem to think I'm just looking for attention...

ivytechgrad ivytechgrad
31-35, M
1 Response Feb 20, 2010

Councelling? are you depressed? tried meds? maybe show them your scars? make sure they know that you arent looking for attention? maybe they dont know what you are looking for? what ARE you looking for when you tell them that?