Boredom

THIS FALL I WAS SO MODIVATED I WALKED EVERYDAY AND FOLLOWED A LOW CARB LIFESTYLE. I FELT GREAT STARTED DROPPING WEIGHT I LOST THIRTY TWO POUNDS, THEN EVERYONE STARTED TO TELL ME HOW GREAT I LOOKED AND SUDDENLY I  I STOPED. DON'T THINK I LIKED ALL THE ATTENTION. I STARTED BUYING NEW CLOTHES I FINALLY WORE A 14 MAYBE A 12. THEN I STARTED EATING AGAIN, I FEEL TERRIBLE I HAVEN'T GAINED ANYTHING BACK BUT I CAN'T LOSE EITHER. INSTEAD OF FEELING PROUD OF WHAT I'VE ACHIEVED I FEEL DEFEATED. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WITH A SIMILAR STORY OR SOMEONE THAT CAN JUST HELP ME ...... TERRY

TBONNE TBONNE
46-50, F
1 Response Feb 19, 2010

I struggle with this everyday as well... I Was finally able to get the eating a little bit under control and lost some weight. I started getting compliments about my weight loss. Now I'm gaining it back slowly and am so disappointed in myself. I also struggle with bulimia.