When I wake up he is my first thought. Throughout the day he is on my mind. I find myself wondering if he would like certain things I see or the music I hear. I wonder if he is happy ,  relaxing or busy that day. I can't help but wonder if he is with people who are being good to him or not . I find that I also wonder if he is thinking of me too. I want so much to make him happy to laugh and smile . I also want to be there for him when he's sad or mad. I want nothing more than to feel his arms around me safe and secure as I lay my head on his chest.
Listen to his heartbeat in tune with mine. I also know if he layed his head on my chest , he would hear my heartbeat echoing his name.
We have had our ups and downs early in this yet I know it has made us all the stronger and taught us both a lot.
It has taught me to trust more , stop fearing so much and to believe in what we have . I am thankful for him with all my being .
He is always on my mind and in my heart and always will be.

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2 Responses May 13, 2012

I know how you feel :(, i hope your doing a lot better.

Who is he? Too you?