He Won't Get Out of My Head

He is there all the time.  I try not to think about him, but he keeps coming back in, everyday, all the time.  I am a married woman who doesn't get enough of what she needs at home.  I have never cheated on my husband, until now.  He is someone I know from work and we have developed a nice friendship over time.  He is married, too.  Well, things changed recently and we crossed a line that never should have been crossed.  Once the line was crossed, he completely shut me out. 

I can't stop thinking about him.  I want to see him again.  I feel so lonely and empty without his friendship.  We would talk about everything together and either text or email at least once a day to say HI.  I can't stand this.  I am feeling so many emotions right now.  I feel used, betrayed, stupid, sad and hurt.  I just wish this pain would go away.

purpleriz purpleriz
51-55, F
1 Response Feb 14, 2009

He is probably just feeling guilty for cheating on his wife. I understand your frustration, but you just have to stay strong and give him his space