I Cant Stop Thinking About My Rape
I cannot move,
I cannot see,
I cannot speak,
But I hear,
I feel,
I feel the dirt burry my bones
Each grain filling all the crevasses
All the fractures,
All the breaks,
All the cuts,
New and old
I hear the footsteps of the man above,
Pacing back and forth,
His breath thick and heavy,
Almost demonic,
I cannot see the darkness,
But I feel it,
Creeping in slowly,
Burying itself within me,
Once and for all
He’s nearly done now,
I’m nearly lost,
Nearly forgotten,
Forever…
Still, I have hope
Maybe someone will remember
Maybe someone will find me
Maybe…
Just maybe…
I feel the ground around me vibrate
He’s walking away…
Leaving behind
His mistakes his fears,
Buried next to me,
So no one could find them…
Ever…
Days pass…
I’m decomposing now,
My body becomes a feeding ground
For anything hungry
They rip my flesh apart
Bit by bit.
I’ve lost track of time…
I feel my heart weaken
Without it’s beat
And with it goes my hope
No one will ever find me…
And worse
No one will understand.
I’m nothing more now,
Then a pile of bones,
My story eaten away with my flesh
My story… never told…
He beat me
He raped me
He killed me
I am dead.
I cannot see,
I cannot speak,
But I hear,
I feel,
I feel the dirt burry my bones
Each grain filling all the crevasses
All the fractures,
All the breaks,
All the cuts,
New and old
I hear the footsteps of the man above,
Pacing back and forth,
His breath thick and heavy,
Almost demonic,
I cannot see the darkness,
But I feel it,
Creeping in slowly,
Burying itself within me,
Once and for all
He’s nearly done now,
I’m nearly lost,
Nearly forgotten,
Forever…
Still, I have hope
Maybe someone will remember
Maybe someone will find me
Maybe…
Just maybe…
I feel the ground around me vibrate
He’s walking away…
Leaving behind
His mistakes his fears,
Buried next to me,
So no one could find them…
Ever…
Days pass…
I’m decomposing now,
My body becomes a feeding ground
For anything hungry
They rip my flesh apart
Bit by bit.
I’ve lost track of time…
I feel my heart weaken
Without it’s beat
And with it goes my hope
No one will ever find me…
And worse
No one will understand.
I’m nothing more now,
Then a pile of bones,
My story eaten away with my flesh
My story… never told…
He beat me
He raped me
He killed me
I am dead.
By:
deleted
Age:
26-30
