I Cant Stop Thinking About My Rape
Hello, I am a 15 year old girl and i would like to share my painful experience with people who truly understand.
I was in my room, voice chatting with a close friend of my for a very long time. My window was open, and it was dark. My parents were out of town, taking my younger brother with them. I was so excited, I could finally be home by myself for a couple days. It was late at night, around 11-12 ish when I started hearing voices. I thought i was just imagining things, that nothing bad could ever happen to me. that was the day that i was proven wrong. One of the men shouted "HER WINDOW IS OPEN!!" and before i could close it one of the men managed to get inside my room. He pinned me down on my bed waiting for his other friend to get inside my room aswell. When he got into my room, I knew that something bad was really going to happen. They ripped my clothes off while I screamed and cried, hitting me for every tear they saw running down my face. One of the men entered me from the front, leaving me in a complete shock of pain and fear. They beat me, breaking my arm and giving me black eyes, only to follow it up with more beatings and rape. This went one for 5 to 6 hours, doing unspeakable things to me. They finished, called the police on themselves, and stood in front of my front door, leaving me cold, naked, bruised, and broken.
This happened 2 weeks ago, and my boyfriend still doesn't know. I am going to be strong even though it hurts to smile, but i know i can do it. im not going to let 2 men ruin my whole life.
i am strong.
I was in my room, voice chatting with a close friend of my for a very long time. My window was open, and it was dark. My parents were out of town, taking my younger brother with them. I was so excited, I could finally be home by myself for a couple days. It was late at night, around 11-12 ish when I started hearing voices. I thought i was just imagining things, that nothing bad could ever happen to me. that was the day that i was proven wrong. One of the men shouted "HER WINDOW IS OPEN!!" and before i could close it one of the men managed to get inside my room. He pinned me down on my bed waiting for his other friend to get inside my room aswell. When he got into my room, I knew that something bad was really going to happen. They ripped my clothes off while I screamed and cried, hitting me for every tear they saw running down my face. One of the men entered me from the front, leaving me in a complete shock of pain and fear. They beat me, breaking my arm and giving me black eyes, only to follow it up with more beatings and rape. This went one for 5 to 6 hours, doing unspeakable things to me. They finished, called the police on themselves, and stood in front of my front door, leaving me cold, naked, bruised, and broken.
This happened 2 weeks ago, and my boyfriend still doesn't know. I am going to be strong even though it hurts to smile, but i know i can do it. im not going to let 2 men ruin my whole life.
i am strong.