I Hate Him For What He Did
when i was younger I was the Girl who got made fun of so when the oppertunity arised to go out with someone i took it. my friend got my talking to this guy he seemed normal on the phone like he cared, he was my friends friend how bad could he be! one night in december i decided to meet up with him his was there and she seemed nice to we went into his bedroom and sat down on the bed i was already a little uncomfortable but not sure what to do i had no way to get home untill my mother came back to pick me up . i sat down to see him pull out a bottle of liquer that was already halfway empty i didnt like it what could i do i just thought well maybe he has a drinking problem he started touching my face telling me i was beautiful then pushed himself on me kissing me then reaching touching my thigh i tryed to move his hand but he was to strongn for me i begged and begged for him to stop and he wouldnt he made me try to give him oral sex but i wouldnt open my mouth so he smacked me around on the bed ontop of me then he raped me . that day he took everything from me! i still think about that day and if ill ever see him again . sometimes i cant help but wish i told someone why couldnt i ? why didnt i ? i dont know! the bad dreams come and go awaybut always come back i dont think ill ever be able to get over it. im ussually a forgiving person but i cant not for this!