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I Cant Stop Thinking About My Rape

I Really Need A Friend Right Now.

By: banabear
Written on January 29th, 2013
I was raped when i was 14 by my boyfriend at the time and i was with him for about a year and a half and i still have problems getting over what happened to me. I have some supportive friends but none of them really understand what it is like to be raped. They don't understand a lot of how i'm feeling i just want to be able to talk to someone who knows what i'm going through.
By: banabear
Age: 18-21 , Female
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9 responses
  • vikalpsinghnanda
    vikalpsinghnanda

    stop thinkning about it, dont talk with the ppl abt it they will ask u same questions about your problem, make some new friends in real world dont tell them what happned to you,
    just be strong my sister, change your mind , change things around you !!!

    Feb 1
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    • Bluephonebox
      Bluephonebox

      Repressing these feelings doesn't help, and I can say that because I know. I repressed the memories of my rape for 12 years. I am now having to deal with all the shame, guilt, self-loathing, and embarrassment of what it did to me, and what I did to myself because of how worthlessness that I felt over what happened to me. It is ok to talk about what happened to you, with people who get and know what you are going through, because they know it hurts, and they know how scarey it can be to open up and admit something that they are confused about, and have no one believe them that YES something horrible did happen to ME and I AM NOT OK. If anyone ever needs to have someone listen, I am here, I will not judge you because I know how scarey it is to admit, I was RAPED.

      Feb 1
      1 like
    • Ladystone
      Ladystone

      you know i think she should get it off her chest i feel trapped not being able to tell people so i will listen talk to us we will listen never not tell anyone i only told one person and it helped

      Feb 27
      1 like
    • Kaysie33
      Kaysie33

      I need someone to talk to!

      Mar 22
      1 like
  • Bluephonebox
    Bluephonebox

    If you need to talk to someone, I am here ready to listen. I know what you are going through.

    Feb 1
    1 like
  • Jordan1112
    Jordan1112

    Man did you report it

    Jan 30
    1 like
  • BeautifulDisaster20
    BeautifulDisaster20

    Just talk to people here. On this website, we all understand one and another. We support you. I understand what you went through. Stay strong!

    Jan 30
    1 like
  • Neoprime
    Neoprime

    Hello banabear.

    Jan 29
    1 like