Foster BrothesI think I am a target. Last night my foster brother came home a little drunk. I was trying to help him get settled in his bed. He ept telling me how pretty I am and stuff. Now I'm thinking that mabye he diddnt mean to hurt me. My foster brother is a good guy. I trust him with my life. Anyway. Then after telling me sorry for who knows what. He turned on me. He was on top of me. I have been taking self defence classes. But, he is my foster brotherand I lov him. Plus, he was drunk more drnk than I thought at first. I could never hurt him.
I was trying to stay calm. But , I was having flash backs. I am a survior of two preveus attacks. He was trying to take of my cloths. He is 17 not a very strong guy. But, stronger than me. Anyway, he was touching me andwhispering. " You have had sex so many times. So why not with me you little hore?"
I was paniking. I statted hyperventilated I blacked out. I woke up at about 5 a.m I was naked and sore everywhere. I dressed did not shower. And called tye plice.
I am in the hospital getting checked out and stuff. I am ok . I have no grudge. I am not going to press chardges on my brother.
Crazylover15 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 Feb 4, 2013