2 Occasions!!!

So there is this song, for those who are not familiar with it, by The Deele called 2 Occasions. That is how I feel about him right now. First thought is the morning is him, last thought each night is him, he even invades my dreams and I can't stand it. He is the only one who can help me, but yet he is also the source of the problem. I find myself daydreaming and smiling during the day, evening, night. I get happy when my phone rings and then when it is not him I get upset because the person reaching out to me isn't him. I need to hear his voice, see his face, smell his scent. Ugh I have completely lost it and the only way I find it is to think of him. He's beautiful, gorgeous, kind, sweet, caring, loving, honest, dependable, and so much more. I know I don't love him per se, but oh what I wouldn't give for just an hour of peace, just to get him out and off my mind because I know once I allow myself to fall, it's going to be the end of me.
singlemom85 singlemom85
26-30, F
2 Responses May 15, 2012

i so understand how you feel and think. i have been where you have, and it sucks, so sorry. i would be happy to chat with you xoxo and lots of warmth. thanks,jim

i know the song and i know the feeling...<br />
It's so hard to want only him and no one else will make me forget him.