I Finally Know What It's Like...

To be obsessed. I have this constant run of thoughts going through my head all day long. And all of them are about you. I can't even eat like I used to because nothing tastes good when I'm away from you. I thought it was just a hopeless crush. The beautifully chiseled co-worker that is UN-touchable. But you proved to be more than that. You gave me you. You showed me how much you care, how much you longed for me just as much as I did you. You look at me with the softest eyes, touch my hands with the gentlest lips, the most respectable story behind your life and yet, you have demons. Date number one, you already trusted me to share them with me. Tonight was only date three and I have found myself blown away by you. Everything about you just leaves me wanting more. I've never felt like this before. I mean, I don't even get turned on by **** anymore, (and that's a big thing for me) because I just see you. I only want you. And i don't know what you want from me, my only fear is that I may love you too much. you have so much to give, you have been hurt, and you feel so much. I will never hurt you. I will never lie to you, I will never betray you, and I will always give you 100 percent of me. If I'm not enough for you, it will hurt and I know I'll fall hard. But I'm willing to take the chance because you... You are a drug to me. I'm addicted to your touch, your smell, your face, the way you walk, the way you look at me, your quirky smile, your silly laugh, your big hands, your deep voice and especially the way you push me to be a stronger person, to let my guard down, and to show the world how beautiful I really am. You want to learn me, you want to treat me right, you want to give me everything, you want to be my best friend. I think I may love you. It's insane babe. It's ******* insane. Thank you or giving me the opportunity to feel so much for another human being. It's an incredible feeling. You changed me...
RacyLace RacyLace
18-21, F
May 20, 2012