I wish I didn't miss you so much.

I wish I didn't feel so lost without you.

I wish it wasn't so hard trying to get over you.

I wish that I had meant as much to you, as you did to me.

I wish that things could be different somehow.

I wish that wishful thinking wasn't the hardest thinking of all ........
Itsmytime2be Itsmytime2be
41-45, F
4 Responses Aug 25, 2014

So sad and so true. I live in the past, in the first 9 years of my life with her and it hurts so much, SO DAMNED MUCH, now that she no longer wants that. My heart is shattered so badly I don't think I could even find all the pieces to pick them up.

Its ok.

I am still here...in your mind.

sweet kisses

Try to look forward. Looking back will only bring you such pain. Plan your future work at it with a passion try to start meeting soon, even if you are not totally ready, just getting out there will help. Take care

At some point you have to let go.

I have tried. He's in my soul so maybe that's harder to do. I don't know anymore. I just can't