Why this is torture? Karma is coming for me just kill me already. Loving a man that was my 1st love when I was young, now to an adult Its killing me to not be with him. I ache all over like a damm high school kid. wtf is happening to me. Do I give him the time he ask for, or leave with my piece of mind. we have so much history, years how can I remove it all. How can I move on? he is all I want all I ever wanted. the only man I ever truly loved. I know he loves me, its the whole marriage thing I cant swallow. doing what my heart says or do what my mind tells me is wrong? GOD help me what do I do?
4everhislady 4everhislady
41-45, F
Aug 18, 2014