Seriously....enough Is EnoughI know that my healing will not actually start to happen until I deal with my disgusting ex.
My therapist asked me today....When is going to be enough?
I thought I had enough already. I left him. I am doing things on my own. I am surviving. Am I really?
I need to take him to court. That terrify's me. I know to end my abuse I have to deal with him. Stand up to him in court. I am soooooo f'n scard to do that though. He may not show and that will be a good thing. However to share my story with the judge will be trying enough. He won't take any responisbilty. Abuser's never do. I am still in a position of trying to save what little I have left of my anything. That is seeming to be worthless. I have to find me. Lost her somewhere but I have to find her. So .........officially I have had enough!
The fight begins......
Can't wait for the ending. Regardless the result!
flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses 0 May 23, 2012