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THE HURT, LONELINESS, FEAR, PANIC, DREAMS, NIGHT TERRORS.... IT'S ALL BECOMING TO MUCH TO TAKE ON MY OWN. I HAVE NO ONE WITH ME & THE NIGHTS ARE THE WORST............... THIS IS THE TIME WHEN VIRTUAL HUGS JUST DON'T CUT IT. I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE PHONING UP MY EX & ASKING HIM TO COME GET ME............ I AM AFRAID, & I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE. HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND & I MISS HIM. I NEED THAT AGAIN. SOMEONE THAT I DON'T HAVE TO BE STRONG FOR. SOMEONE WHO'LL JUST GRAB AHOLD OF ME & NOT LET GO. LET ME CRY IT OUT & JUST LISTEN. HE WAS SO GOOD AT THAT................... THE FIRST 3 YRS WERE AWESOME. I MISS THAT, & I NEED IT AGAIN.

I DON'T THINK IT WILL EVER BE THE SAME FOR ME AGAIN. I THINK I BLEW IT & NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH EVERYTHING ON MY OWN...... I DON'T THINK I'M STRONG ENOUGH ANYMORE. I FEAR THAT I AM WEAKER THAN EVEN I WILL ADMIT. =((

deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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Moments of weakness come and go. There's a reason he's your ex. Never forget that. People have a tendency to dwell on the good things and forget about the bad things. If he was any kind of man, a REAL man, he would have never let you go.

HEY CHEER UP,MY EX WAS A PERSON I CANT EVEN THINK OF HAVING IN MY LIFE,ANY TIME I THINK OF HER I CRINGE.AT LEAST YOUR PAST WAS PLEASANT.OK THIS IS IT THAT LOVE IVE LEARNED MIGHT COME BACK. ONLY IF YOU FORGET THE PAST ,WITH YOUR PRESENT GET IT...THINK ABOUT IT,ITS LIKE JUST DONT THINK ABOUT YOUR EX WITH THE NEW GUY IF YOU FEEL THAT YOUR READY FOR A" NEW GUY",ONLY WHEN YOUR READY ,CAN THE NEW GUY BE THE FUTURE YOUR LOOKING FOR...