So, recently I met up with a close friend of 6-7 years, and it just feels really awkward between us. It has been 1-2 years since we really talked much. We went to separate schools and now were back at the same one. The guy (close friend) and I used to talk without problem, but now he barely even talks to anyone, I guess he is just really shy. I mean I'm shy too, but I don't think I'm as shy as him. I still like him to the point where I get nauseous around him. I've liked this guy for a good 3-4 years and never had the nerve to tell him. Yeah, I know. I'm awkward... Anyway, part of the problem is that I don't know how to start a conversation because I have social anxiety (yay me). So we just kind of sit there in awkward silence. I don't know if he feels the same way towards me, too nervous to talk or just has nothing to say. I thought he might like me, but with him I'd be able to tell... I don't even know anymore though. I feel like I did something. Because of this, I blame myself. He doesn't talk to me. I don't want to create a sob story here, but I don't have many friends. I just don't. And for this person I've known for so long to become a stranger, I don't know how to feel. I can't talk to anyone about this, because I don't want to cry or anything in front of someone. I'm lost, I don't know what to do. So, advice please? Sorry I made you read this... Haha
Impuritiii Impuritiii
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 23, 2014

Open ur heart with him, u never know what he feels just talk with him if u cant talk in front of him, try social netwoorks maybe its hard at first but belive me it will be better when u try it