Here And There

It's happened a few times in my life that I've wondered if something was a memory or dream. I have based my memories off photos and was told what I thought was happening wasn't happening, so I understand my brain can make up all kinds of crazy things. I'm so fascinated by how that works. I have a brain disorder so I'm especially curious about PTSD and the memory. I was molested by my father, I know that's true, but i think I may have had nightmares about being molested by others and I don't think they really happened. I just have a gut feeling about that. I guess it doesn't matter which it is though, because no matter what it still haunts me.
DisorderlyCyn DisorderlyCyn
41-45, F
1 Response Jan 9, 2013

I'm sorry you were hurt as a child. I know how you feel and what you are going through. Dont blame the brain for 'making things up' all the time.. because in your soul, you know how you were hurt and how you are hurt. Life is only truly based on our own perceptions, and what we carry in the 'now' with us everyday. *Hugs* Just know you're not alone in this type of pain.

Oh thank you so much. You are so kind.