I Just Can't...

I can't tell you, because I know you won't understand. I want to tell you. I want to share it with you, but I know you will not understand, and I know you say you won't judge me, but I know you will. I know everyone will, it always happens like this. This **** always ******* happens. So I don't say anything when it gets this bad. I just keep it to myself, and as much as it may kill me, and hurt me to the core. I know its the only way to get through it, without hurting more people....
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4 Responses Aug 2, 2010

Yes I would believe you as I have no right to judge you.

You can't hurt me. You know that as well as I do. x

Try me! Assure you you will not be disappointed. I agree with the former posters, so clean it up. Spit it out. It'll be buried by me. xH

I am so sorry you feel this way. Unfortunately I know the feeling all too well. It really sucks. I sympathize with you.