I Just Dont Know Why...I don't feel like I can trust anyone. I feel like if I did, I would put too much trust in them. Then if they hurt me, I wouldn't know how to deal. I think I did this to myself. I've never dated anyone before and I can't figure out who in my family could have hurt me. They all love and try to understand me! Maybe I'm just oversensitive. All I know is, I will NEVER tell anyone too much about me and I most definitely won't trust anyone. I already don't. Not my family, not my friends. No one. Not even me. I just wont. If i do, it could result in me getting my feelings hurt for no reason. I'm just going to make people believe I trust them to make them feel better like I always have done. Keep a safe distance, ya know? If any one can give me a better way to deal with this paranoia of not having anyone to trust, just say so. PLEASE!
Menick 13-15, F 2 Responses 0 Jul 30, 2011