In the beginning It was hard for me to believe my husband wanted to end our marriage after 6 yrs. of dating and 30 yrs. of marriage. At 1st I still had loved him but as time went by I hate him with a passion for what he has done to me and the family. Sometimes I wish he would just disappear but he still comes around because he is friends with the neighbor across the street. The children also hate him, the don't even want to talk to him.