Trying To Hard...

Things have been abit bad between myself and my girlfriend that just latley i cant express how i feel and it comes across all wrong,she thinks i dont care about her and she means alot to me,she is so different to anyone i have got close to yet we are alike in most things but just latley we are falling out over stupid things that we wouldnt normally do,but she points out to me that i have alot to make up to her so i am trying,these alot of personal things on my mind that are making things come across to her that i am not putting her first,but i know material things cant buy love but i try and spoil her when ever i can but she is so demanding and when it comes to spending time with her the timing is all wrong so i cant win and then we fall out,she is such a lovely person she is 1st class all the way and i adore her i just cant please her,as she cant understand th dramas i got going on around me and she thinks i put them before her,but the truth of the matter is her safety means alot to me and i cant trust whats going on around me to put her in harms way.She says she wants me to take things more serious and put her first when at the moment i believe its better to go with the flow then plan as things always go wrong when you plan..... 

nuttyrocker nuttyrocker
26-30, F
Mar 6, 2010