I Am Surrounded By Haters

Before I landed up here, not EP but the country I am living..I didn't realize that the whole antion hates me, due to my origin.
The hatred is actually because what happened during a war. But, the ethenicity still remains fresh, as if this generation has suffered recently. I can not take away their painful memories.I can not do anything to change myself, because origin is by birth.
I am happy who I am, and those who hate me for my connections, it is their lookout. I have to face them daily, at work, on road and even where I reside. Whenever, there is a social gathering, I can feel those stares ...daggers..
I want to leave this place, but I can not. I have to be stationed here, my friend calls it destiny.
Surrounded by haters, is not easy but I have no choice. I know, it is not my fault but I have to be careful and manipulative at times.
I have learned their langauge, and know when they aresaying bad things about me :))
Sometimes, I smile because they don't know my secret..
I work professionally, never do I bring all this hatred things in my mind..poison is there..not here.
Whenever, I return to my country I feel so happy. I can be who I am and nobody hates me for that. Now, I understand, why my grandma told me to be near your roots..it gives you life and strength.Branches may spread out , fruits may come and go..leaves are shed each day, once you part..you die and thats how culture unites people.
Global feelings are workable solutions for maintaining a relationship, for society and technological advances but, the real fun or undertanding can only be from your own people.
Together we stand and divided we fall..is true after all.
Perksplayhot Perksplayhot
36-40, F
1 Response Nov 28, 2012

Yes it is

thank you for your support