Why Do I Keep Doing This Over And Over?

Hi there...just met a man online, had one date and I am obsessed. Why do I always get obsessive?? Part of my ADHD symptoms is that I feel I can only concentrate on one thing at a time and I need to concentrate on work and finding a job, rather than a person...I hate feeling like this...it happens over and over...it's like I need to have some man's attention or I am miserable...and then I bug them and push them away....I feel so unselfrespecting...I hate it
clouds4208 clouds4208
36-40, F
1 Response Jan 13, 2013

Loneliness is so hard. I think it's easy to gain a sense of intimacy quickly with friends/partners we meet online, especially when you feel alone in the world.

Yes you are right...it's probably some kind of fantasy too, you know, they aren't "real" people....well I am just trying to keep busy and not make him my only thing, obsession, god, etc....we'll see how it goes!