Worry

I often find myself worrying over things that are beyond my control........even though most of the things I think I should be able to control. Things like How people drive, what goes into the food I give my family, or how the cost of living has changed.  These are things that I have no control over but yet they all have such a big impact on my life.  

I remember when I was young and thought all the adults in my life were crazy because they talked about how difficult things would be when I grew up.  Now I understand.  Sometimes I wish I could go back and not worry so much.  What people think and why.  Who someone really is......because face it, everyone hides something from others.  How my children will be when they grow up.  

I care way too much and it's making me older and harder I think.  I think that it is causing me to not care about making connections.  I think it is causing me to disagree with the saying most people are good.  It is just harder for me now to understand why things are done certain ways.  
missamberlawrence missamberlawrence
31-35, F
1 Response Sep 17, 2012

i have this problem too..keeps me up at night sometimes :s