Help..

I'm a 19 year old gay male. I'm in a relationship and am so in love with my boyfriend. I do everything I can to show him how much I love him and how much I care about it, but none of that seems to make him show any more emotion towards me. I know he loves me, well, he says he does. When we're together everything is perfect, but sometimes I just feel like he doesnt want to be with me. He keeps saying that he's a complicated person and I told him that i'm willing to deal with that. It doesn't make a difference though. I mean, i'll admit I do get random moments where I get sad out of the blue because I feel like there is no affection there & he notices that and it upsets him but I just can't help myself from doing that. I like attention sometimes and it hurts when I dont get any from the one person I want it the most. We had a conversation the other day & i thought everything ended fine, but I can tell he's been distant the past 2 days and then while he is at work I get a text that says "We need to talk, I'll call you later when I get off." and I really don't know if i'm ready to let him go if he tries to break up with me. I just feel sick to my stomach & i don't know what to do. I'm waiting for the phone call, it'll be another hour or so. I'm a nervous wreck & don't know what to do or say.

 

I know, the paragraph may be confusing but i'm too blah to go in and change things around. If you have any advice, please help. or if anyone has been in this situation. thank you..

Kevin511 Kevin511
18-21, M
Aug 12, 2009