Fear of Rejection

It seems that so often I change who I really am to be what people want me to be. I want people to like me so badly. I know a lot of the time I put on this tough girl act but that's just what it is, and act. I love being loved. And it wasn't until I found someone that truly loves me for me that I have been able to be myself infront of others. Since I met her my goal has been to make sure she knows that I love her and I can be myself to do that. I don't hide her from anyone. if someone has a problem with us and knowing that we're together then they can shove in where the sun don't shine. I'll announce to the world how much I love that girl. I don't care what people think about me for saying it either. Her happiness is the only thing that matters to me.
Anndei Anndei
26-30, F
2 Responses Apr 11, 2007

That's great that you've been able to improve yourself and you definitely have something to be proud of. But make sure you're not relying too much on this relationship to help you maintain that comfort. It's good that she brought that out of you but I think it's dangerous to rely on another person to make you happy, and it may add pressure on your partner. What if the relationship doesn't work out? Are you going to turn back into that insecure person? or maybe even worse...? Now that you know how it feels to be more secure and comfortable, learn from it, and know that you've got it in you.

aw thats so sweet, im so happy you finaly found true love,.,<br />
Phoenix x