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I Deserve to Feel to Way

 i have done so many things in my life to so many people. sometimes i think i am actually a really awful person. i cant seem to forgive myself ... for anything. i think about things everyday and cant seem to get thoughts out of my head. i want to forgive myself so bad. i want to let go of my past and move on. but is there really anyway to do that? how can i really forgive myself? i feel like day in and day out i torture myself with thoughts of things i have done to hurt people in my life. sometimes i think that God won't let me into to heaven because of the hurt i have caused people, with or without them knowing. sometimes i think God is going to punish me for eternity and i will not be able to enjoy heaven with my loved ones. i feel like that maybe i should talk to someone about this? because i feel like i cant deal with it by myself. should i go to do i let go? i just want to forgive myself and let go. i wish God could help me to do that... i wish someone would tell me its okay to forgive myself and move on, let go. i feel like i will carry guilt with me until the day i die. and i feel like that is really an awful way to live.

MissThang420 MissThang420 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2009

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I think if you ask God to forgive you and you are truly sorry for what you did,then He will.You can't change the things you have done but you can try your best to never do them again to any one else.I dont think God wants you to punish yourself for the rest of your life.I believe God wants the best for us and for us to be happy and guilt does not make us happy.I think you should forgive yourself and move on.

God forgives all sins, that is why Jesus died on the cross of Calvary for us all to 'atone' for mankins sins' :) <br />
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The only thing God doesn't forgive is people not wanting to know him, or his Son, they will be held accountable for that