I Was Surgically Castrated Last YeatAfter suffering pain in my testicles for some time it was found there were vascular problems with blood supply. One of the options was bilateral orchiectomy. After being counselled on after effectsphysically and mentally I opted for castration. The procedure was done under local anaesthetic so I was awake during the two hour. I was injected in the groin and then the scrotum. After being stitched up and sent home I was sore for a few days. As the weeks went by I was offered testosterone replacement but declined as there are side effects. My weight started to gain and as I was warned started to get fatty hips and flabby breasts. One of the most significant changes was the loss of sexual appetite and feeling inferior in the presence of women. Also my body strength has disappeared and find it impossible to do heavy lifting.
The circle of female friends I have are fascinated with my eunuch status and many a time I have exposed my genitals for them to have a good look. One photographer friend has started taking photos of me and we are building up a good portfolio. I have been photographed naked on all fours with a leash round my neck. One bending over showing my backside and no balls dangling down aswell. After the photo session the photographer chatted with me and explained how much she enjoyed the session and how easiy it was for her to manipulate my body into the different poses. I guess the castration has made me submissive around women and has become evident that being castrated totally take you masuclinity and power away. So for me I reckon I will eventually enter into a partnership with a female where I would serve and basically do as I am told for the rest of my life. It's funny how your life can change as I would never of thought ten years ago that I would be a neutered diminished Male.