My fiance and I have been friends since high school. We are engaged now and having a baby soon. He has cheated on me three times that I found out on my own. He slept with this girl,took her lots of places,and even sent her romantic texts. When I found out I left him and he apologized to her for me calling her and asking her questionsiI was hurt to this day I still think about it I cry sometimes. He wanted a baby and now he's saying he didn't. Im insecure about myself. I lost all confidence in my self. Guys will look at me but once they see my baby bump they turn away fast. I know im pretty but like I said I've lost confidence at least toward him. Today he told me to leave and I couldn't. Don't get me wrong there are wonderful things he's done for me that I do appreciate my I feel so sad when I catch him looking at other women.