I Cheated.

I am only 18, and have been with my girlfriend for 10 months. I am very much in love with her, and as of now, she is the greatest girl to come into my life.  This was my first relationship longer than three months and I really loved it.  However, a few days ago, I was talking to someone that I have been with in the past sexually, and things got intense.  We talked about things involving sex and it was very bad.  Immediately after we stopped talking, I felt extremely guilty and I knew she would find out.  She found out today, and I have lost her.  She was an amazing girlfriend and I would do anything to get her back.  Even though I did not physically do anything wrong, I feel absolutely terrible.  Her entire family has always loved me and I know that it is all going to change.  I wish that everything could just go back to normal, though I know it is impossible.  I need help, and I don't know who to turn to.

mteixiera25 mteixiera25
18-21, M
4 Responses Dec 11, 2009

stupid teenager.

Wait a Minute you didnt even actually do anything physical? Like nothing at all? OK so yeah I agree it wasnt right but you didnt actually carry out the act which I give you props for because it would have been extremely easy to do. Im sorry that this happened and she just ended it that sucks majorly. I know how you feel though I am coming from a similar situation. I dont think thats right that she ended it over something you said though.

I don't feel bad for you because you made the choice but I will say that I hope you learn from this experience.

That's so sad. Im sorry. I don't know what to say, if it was my boyfrined i would bt heart broken.