Cannot Be FaithfulHi
I have been married for nearly 3 years, together for 6. We have 2 beautiful daughters, our own home, he has a good job plus another business.
Since we have been together I have cheated on him. Some he knows about others he doesn't. He found out about the last one 2 weeks a go. I wanted to split up and just put this horrible mess to bed for good, but he never wants to give up. He says if you stay I will forgive you. I have even said that I make no promises to not cheat again. He has mentioned an open relationship but I am pretty sure that it would just end in him getting more hurt, I don't think he would go out with someone else.
The more he lets me do it, the more I do do it and the less respect I have for him. I can't even say that I love him anymore, why would I do these things if I did? He just doesn't want to let me go, and the arrangements he wants for the children and maintenance etc just make it all so much harder.
I may end up getting a major backlash here but this looked like somewhere I could vent my feelings
Butterfly19842 26-30, F 8 Responses 21 Aug 19, 2013