I Cheated On My Wife And I Don'T Feel Guilty

All through my life I have been faithful to my wives; they left me for other men. Now on marriage #3 after 12 years I am the cheater. We don't have children in the home or from the marriage. Maybe I'm having a mid life crisis, but I am seeing two married women while still being married myself. The first has been for two months and the second has been for a month. And maybe I'm still seeing the relationship through rose colored glasses, but I'm not feeling guilty. For the first time in my life I'm getting sex as much as I would like. The first woman was just a warm lady I could curl up with and speak easy. She said she felt guilty and wanted to breakup. So I said anytime you want to, just let me know. Yep she still calls for sex and we still meet up twice per week. The second one is harder to explain, because when we met I found my sexual soul mate. I mean we ****** for 2 hours, I came 4x and she came so much we lost count. She is experiencing the"crush" so hard that she is developing feelings for me and I for her. I think the only thing that holds it together is that our lives only permit us to see each other once per week. I never thought I would ever think that I would leave my wife, but this lady is what I'm looking for in sex.