The First Time ...we got together in private was at 8 am , he seemed really nervous and I really thought he was going to back out on the whole thing. I told him 'we don;t have to do this if you don't want to go through with it' -- but he assured me that he had waited a really long time for this and it was all he had thought about for months ..... so , we went to a motel room. Awkward, oh it really was , but he was so cute and a little embarrassed by his 'farmer's tan' as he called it. I thought it was perfect, the contrast of his really pale skin, and the freckles where he was exposed to the sun, and it was cold in the room so he was sort of shivering I guess from the temperature and maybe he was a little nervous. But after I put my arms around him and gave him a kiss he was more at ease and relaxed. It was the first time either of us had been with anyone except our spouses for a many, many years. And of course you can figure out the rest of the story, We were each other's lover for the next couple of years. He called me recently and told me how much he missed having someone to touch, and of course it made me cry because i feel the same. But we both have schedules , and they are not easily changed so... he is my sweet memory.
southernheat 51-55, F 8 Responses 5 Mar 5, 2011