The Elephant In the Room

 Last year i could easily been described as a *****, i partied all the time, i slept around with many different guys and there was even times i would wake up and not know where i was...but i didn't care I LOVED IT! I had a routine sex buddy, we had code words, would sneak out at dark when no one could catch us and have sex. He had a girlfriend of 6 years and i didn't care. However...this past summer i met someone that truly changed me for the better, i love this man. When i came back to school though, the sex buddy i thought i could so easily forget messaged me everyday and finally i caved in....twice. I haven't talked to him since october because i couldn't bare to think of it again, i love my boyfriend and i could never tell him. But its always there, the elephant in the room that i could never say. 

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4 Responses Mar 12, 2009


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Girl don't call yourself a ****, in my opinion you can sleep and hook up with everyone you would like to as long as noone gets hurt. We are not in the 17 century anymore.... and for all those who are going to call you a **** they don't even know what they are talking about, judgmental idiots if you ask me! But you gotta tell your boyfriend, I have made the experience that the truth has a way to sneak up on you and bite you in the as*. This can get ugly then...

I don't think a person is a maniac just for having random sex, partying, and a booty call. That's just a part of being young. If that is true, than all my friends in college were maniacs and should be locked up.

So..... does that make me a maniac?<br />
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Yep. Inappropriate impulsive sexual, drug, and/or financial behavior can be a sign.<br />
Then again if you're only twenty or so maybe you're just not ready to settle down. Nothing wrong with that.