I Want to Quit

I started a relationship with another guy, but I want to end it because I love my husband. Even though it was exciting, I feel so overcome with guilt and regret. I hate that I have done this to him again. The first time I swore to myself it would never happen again. But now it has and I am so ashamed. He did not deserve this. I am scared to end it with the guy because I don't want him to hate me or be hurt either. But, I care more about my husband's feelings and what this means for our marriage. I know if I ever tell him, he will be devestated and he may even leave me. I can't tell him. I just can't. But, I do want to end it. Please forgive me. I have to live with what I have done.

completelyalone completelyalone
26-30, F
4 Responses Apr 6, 2007

Just be up front and tell him you are going to continue to cheat, make him a cuckold and make him watch. Hotwifing is becoming more and more popular.

If u have cheated twice u kno u are kinda looking for some one ealse to give u some thing ur husband cant if u really loved ur husband u wouldnt have done it 1st time. U need to end it and tell ur husband because every action has a consequence u choses to cheat no one made u mabe u need to think about ur relationships.

If u have cheated twice u kno u are kinda looking for some one ealse to give u some thing ur husband cant if u really loved ur husband u wouldnt have done it 1st time. U need to end it and tell ur husband because every action has a consequence u choses to cheat no one made u mabe u need to think about ur relationships.

If you truly love your husband you would never have done this in the beginning. Now you say you done this a second time! I think you should let your husband go and let him find someone who truly loves him.