I have a friend by this name also. My reason for writing this as I had thought about suicide when I first came to E.P. I have now taken some therapy and seem to be better. iIve cut down on therapy and still see a do see a doc. My 2nd oldest child was shooting up morphine and now he is not.He is working and has a new girlfriend and I believe that hes straight. So I choose life now and I dont ever want to feel like that again!