Crave

... I want to play with you tease you bite you and give you my clothes and smell yours and say I like your shoes and how handsome you are and waiting while you're taking a shower and rub your backs and neck and kiss your belly and give you my hand and dance with you with my black dress and everyone looking at us and go dinner with you at cozy places and dont mind if you eat of my plate and find you in the coffee and tell you about my day how I love metro's stations and buy crafty things and incense and help you whatever you need and do muscle for you and laugh about your paranoias and give you music CDs everyday to your work and watch good and bad movies on the sofa while you rub my legs and complain about everything and say I hate you just for you to come and kiss me and cuddle me and take pictures of your funny faces and let you love notes around the house and wake up early to make your breakfast and steal your things and **** you off wittingly and dont laugh about your jokes and undervalue you and wanting you in the morning but let you sleep for a little while and contemplate your beauty and touch your skin and say I like your hair and your eyes and your lips and your neck and your nipples and your scut and your...........
and stay worried when you're late and stay happy when you're coming back home earlier and jump on you and buy you gifts and go to your party's friends and dance until I hit the floor and say I'm sorry when I mistake and be happy when you forgive me and look at your eyes and wish I have met you since ever and listen to your voice in my ear and get scared when you get angry with me and hug you tight when you're anxious and stressed up and take care of you when you're sad and wanting you when I smell you and scream at your ears and nibble your lips and attack you with pillows and plead for things and suffocate you with kisses at night and steal your cover and warm you with my body and my mouth and melt myself with your smile and push you away and make you suffer so you can beg for my body and kisses and write you stupid things and purpose you and walk down the city and thinking how empty is it without you your profile on the walls your treads and thinking I'm losing myself but with you I'm safe and try to give my best to you because you dont deserve less and answer to all your questions and be honest and thinkings it's all over but handle it just more 10 minutes before you tell me to go but you cant be away from me not even 10 minutes and I try to approach you and tell you you're beautiful and get to know you better because it worthwhile and talk to you in bad french and make love with you all night and dont know how to say this smashing indestructible expansive unconditional and infinite love I feel for you. (...)