My First Pregnancy

 before i got pregnant with Josh  i was  just wild ...  i went out all the time  , got high on a daily basis , drank waaay too much and it only got worse after i turned 21 ... when my friend couldnt go out ... i would  get a ride to this  trashy club  get a pitcher of amaretto drink it leave and  walk to waffle house  in the middle of the night which was about  ten minutes down the road by car ...  im very lucky  i didnt die ...   i think still to this day God sent me son into my life to save me .  as soon as i found out i was pregnant  i quit everything .  except smoking cigarettes ... but eventually i did that ...  around my seventh month .. and then  i started up the first night i went out after i had him ... how stupid of me ...
starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
26-30, F
Aug 21, 2007