.There’s one thing I sure hate the most in life. LIES.
I consider myself to be a truthful person and honest but I’ll be such a hypocrite if I told you I have never lied in my life.
But…. I am a constant liar when it comes to my feelings, I’ll never let anyone get to me, I’ll never let you see the pain I feel. I’ll never give you any reason to destroy me.
I have fooled many; I have fooled almost everybody who sees me walking down the street, at a party, at work, anywhere. I have fooled everyone except you.
I wish I knew how to do it but you just breathe me in so well.
Amazing how I don’t have to say a word and you will see everything through my eyes. Amazing how I still find comfort in you, and happiness even though all the hell you’ve put me through. You are still the one I need to hold on too at night.
For such a long time you were the only safe thing I knew and being a part is breaking me in two. I’m a fighter, and I’ll keep fighting. But just for one day I wish I could feel nothing at all.