My Way....

I have my own way of coping, it may not be the most healthy way of coping, but its my way, its my way of getting through this. I wish I knew other ways of coping, more safe ways of coping, but I don't. I have never been shown how is the healthy way of coping through terrible things. So I just cope the only way I know how. I am sorry I am pushing people away, and I am so ******* sorry if I am hurting anyone, I am not meaning to.

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1 Response Mar 10, 2010

I am still here. Push I will stay.