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I Could Give A ****

Nothing

By: sweetprofanity
Written on February 16th, 2013
Every time I try so hard, I get nothing. Nothing.
They say "Try and you won't fail", I get nothing. Nothing.
I did all that I could. I got nothing. Nothing.
I tried so hard for nothing. Nothing.
I never wanted it that way.
I guess there was nothing that I could say.
I don't know what I want, but I know I don't want this.
I give up. I give in. I know I'm never going to win.
Because every time I try so hard, I get nothing. Nothing.
They say "Try and you won't fail", I get nothing. Nothing.
I did all that I could. I got nothing. Nothing.
I tried so hard for nothing. Nothing.
I know that it's really not your fault.
But I'm going to blame you anyway.
You say that you're sorry, but I know that won't do any good.
I give up. I give in. I know I'm never going to win.
Because every time I try so hard, I get nothing. Nothing.
They say "Try and you won't fail", I get nothing. Nothing.
I did all that I could. I got nothing. Nothing.
I tried so hard for nothing. Nothing.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care anymore.
It's going to be alright.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care anymore.
It's going to be alright.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care anymore.
It's going to be alright.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care anymore.
It's going to be alright.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care.
I don't ******* care anymore.
It's going to be alright because I don't ******* care anymore.

-Aaron Asher Barrett, 1996
By: sweetprofanity
Age: 26-30 , Female
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  • southerncrossfire44
    southerncrossfire44

    That's painful, but there's a lot of truth in it.

    Feb 18
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    • sweetprofanity
      sweetprofanity

      Hahahahaha. It's a goofy song by a ****** ska band called Reel Big Fish that I used to listen to in middle school. I was watching some 1990s teen drama television and heard another RBF tune on it. It got me nostalgic and I dusted off the CD that I hadn't touched in probably a ******* decade.

      But there is truth to it, too. :)

      Feb 18
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