Can You Really Choose?

I can't isolate myself from humanity.  Humanity is chaotic.  I'm addicted to people and their chaotic mess of fixations, fears, boundaries, discoveries, dreams, weaknesses, quirks, ideals, convictions, complaints, emotions, conspiracies, efforts, attractions, mannerisms, relations, revelations, challenges, etc.

Its all so fascinating.  Some, such as myself, revel in the chaos while others drown in it.  But can we really choose to opt out of confusion?  Self-awareness is insanity in and of its self.  Existence is chaotic by default.


EolianDeparting EolianDeparting
1 Response Feb 10, 2009

I can handle chaos, confusion and all that comes with it. It is the painful choas or confusion that overwhelms me.