They Don't Know

People who think they know me don't really know anything.When I am around people, I never show any emotions except for happy and excited, and occasionally hungry. I'm known as the girl with the goth and emo friends that is always smiling. I'm friends with them because I know that they would understand if I told them. The only time I cry is when I'm alone. I see crying as a sign of weakness, and I don't like to cry, but when I do, it feels like a heavy load has been lifted from me. The weird thing is, though, I only cry from emotions and not physical pain. I also cry at random moments to. I could be watching tv and then just burst into tears for no reason. What's wrong with me?  I always look so happy, yet I cry more than people think.

SilverSnake SilverSnake
13-15, F
Aug 11, 2010