So Sad

i cry everyday, im in a very unhappy marrige, i dont love him, but he loves me, im growing to hate him because he wont let go, i cant get out of the marrige due to finances, i have a six year old boy, he hears us argue, my family wont support me, its getting so hard everyday is a struggle
pinky0116 pinky0116
36-40
2 Responses Jan 4, 2011

must be nice to cry because somebody loves you ? wow get over it

I cry everyday too. I have been married for 25 years with 35 years of being together. He says he's losing the love of his life but I think he just wants to keep the status quo. I support people growing and moving on in life if changes come acceptance is best. Our kids are grown ages 22, 25, 28 & 33. We have weathered the biggest of life's storms but I have been unhappy for at least 10 years. It makes me sad that he doesn't know who I am after all these years. He thinks he does but his actions say different. Divorce will be hard but I have to move on with my life and even if I cry every day for a while I think in the long run it will get better. It's not all bad, it's not all good... it just is. I worry about what everyone will think but time will heal us all and people change and grow. Why does that have to be a bad thing.. it happens all the time.