I Feel So Alone Though I Know Im Not.

I am 14. Everyone sees me as a happy But quiet girl. What they don't know is I don't remember the last time I wasn't hurting, don't remember the last time I was truly happy or the last time I didn't cry myself to sleep. I don't wanna seem like I'm just looking for attention and I don't wanna feel like a burden or for people to pity me or tell me to get help so I keep it all to myself. I often wish I could just end my life cause then I wouldn't be in pain or scared anymore.
Snowswimmer Snowswimmer
26-30, F
Aug 28, 2013